One of the turning points of my magical career was when my Guardian Angel appeared to me in a dream. It was like the most lucid dream I ever had. Up to now I could still remember every detail of that dream, I mean it was that detail rich and vibrantly unforgettable.I say a turning point because that dream affirmed that my meditations and unusual things I do were amounting to something. Being a secret magician and no one really to talk to about esoteric things, I was wondering sometimes back then if what I was doing were amounting to something. And so when my Guardian Angel appeared to me in a most unusual dream experience, I had no doubt that I am on the right path.
Before I describe my experience with my Guardian Angel, I cannot forget the day when I was but 6 years old when my dad told me that if I want to, my Guardian Angel would appear to me. I said, "Yes, what do I need to do?" "It's very easy, you just have to talk to him to appear to you and he will appear to you. However, there is one condition. They only appear to good boys." So from that day on I always make it a point to talk to my Guardian Angel before I go to sleep. I mean it would be cool if he did appear to me, I mean who wouldn't like to see Angels? I would remember if I told a lie, that would mean that I have to start all over again and that's why he wasn't appearing to me yet. In a nutshell, I tried to be a very good boy as I am expecting a very special reward if I did. Fast forward to 20 years later, he hasn't appeared to me yet but it was the time that I was meditating a lot. Even after 20 years, I still talk to my Guardian Angel especially when I did something good. I would tell him, "So now are you ready to reveal yourself to me, I did another good deed?" And then I read it was at this time that my girlfriend gave me a gift of a statue of an Angel and also I was reading this book about Angels and their names. So when I got a name of the Angel supposed to be assigned guarding those people that fall on my birthday, we were now on a first name basis. So when I talk to him now, I would call him by the name I saw on that book. Just a couple of months after learning my Guardian Angel's name, that was when he came to me in a dream.
I was not expecting what I saw when I woke up. The first thing I said to myself, "Oh, yeah, I should have known, they appear in dreams and not like when you're awake." Okay so my dream went like this. Like suddenly I was teleported into this cloudless azure space but even though it is very open,you know like it is a realm on it's own. I was floating in the sky and to my north-west was a floating window sill. And then when I turned to my right, there he was. When I saw him, his wings was majestically spread out and not flapping at all. It was the most calming sight that I have ever seen. However, despite that very calmingly-numb experience, I knew that I was dreaming as I remember going to sleep just a few minutes ago. After gathering my wits about although I was still in total awe, I managed to say hi. One very striking thing that was impressed upon me was that it was not a picture of Angels we are used to as depicted by renaissance paintings.My Angel was wearing tight black leotards-like leggings with a red stripe on the sides with black strappings on the torso much like He-man action figures. And then another thing I took note was that he was wielding a scythe in each hand but the size were like half of what La Mort wields. My reaction was really, "Wow! My Guardian Angel is the warrior kind, the one demons will really fear." Also I have to mention this, his hair is curly and his face and build kind of looks like Taylor Lautner. He did not say something and I didn't want to talk further because his presence and the place had so much impact on me.So upon waking up, the feeling was still lingering. I didn't want to get off the bed right away. For me it was a moment of triumph.
The aftermath of that, many times I have been in places where a lot of hold-ups and robberies happen but never I had the feeling of I would be a victim. Like one night, I rode a bus and there were like less than 10 people on that bus. On one stop, a group of guys climbed up and sat down to wherever there were people sitting down. The moment a guys sat down beside me, I knew they were going to go for my wallet and valuables because it could only be that situation as I was thinking that's the only logical explanation why they need to sit down on separate seats and sit on where somebody was already sitting down. I mean, there were so many spaces to choose from why sit beside me, on the guy sitting also alone in front of me, and to everyone else. Like the bus hasn't moved like 15 meters when their leader suddenly stopped the bus and told his pals to alight the bus immediately. Now, the driver who was also sweating was sighing in relief. He said that they were the notorious gang operating on that route at night. I thank my Guardian Angel so very much because I knew he had something to do with those guys change of mind. What really happened on the physical plane was that there was a policeman at the very back of the bus. Maybe they knew the guy was a cop and so the leader thought why complicate things and told his boys to step down the bus as he forgot something.
I am sharing this because I think every modern magician would need active protection from their Guardian Angels as we would be more prone to demons and negatively charged beings. I would say this is a prerequisite to establish before practicing spirits summonings as you might summon something you cannot handle. I would also stress that when you are starting, you should have a good protection spell or method to protect yourself because that is the time you will be prone to spiritual attacks as you are not that strong yet or you do not know enough. Also include your family members when you're casting protection spells as with my experience before, a lot of my family members used to get sick when I was starting out. When I noticed it included them in my protection spells, the sicknesses were gone.
For those interested, you can drop an email address or reply to this and I will teach you how to defend yourself.
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